Life after SPM

Without schooling days, my life is as busy as usual. I still continue my English course and I'm doing a part-time job at a shoe outlet. Many people asked me why do I choose to do a part-time job after they knew I work for twelve and a half hours every day. The main reason I made the decision is to gain new experiences in life which is more valuable than money. It is impossible for us to experience doing a part-time job after we finished our course in university so I really want to experience it once in a lifetime. I must admit that working for so many hours per day especially you need to stand there for long hours is not that easy. Besides that, I must conquer my acrophobia to climb up the shoe racks and ladder in order to take the shoe box. As a lady, we must help in loading the stocks too because there are not enough staffs in the shop so ya everyday working like a man. In the first week, I couldn't feel my legs when I went home from work and I couldn't even squad down. If you are curious about the reason I chose to do this work which is not that easy while actually I can choose to be an assistant teacher in teaching arts or something else which is much more relax rather than got injured and scars on my body because of minor accidents while working at a shoe outlet. It really can't help because I will insist on doing something which I feel it's worth it, in the other way round ya I'm stubborn sometimes. It's difficult for us to leave our comfort zone and step into the society. Leaving the familiar faces who will always accompany you no matter what happens and learn to live by your own it really needs time to adapt. At the moment, start learning the things which you don't know from zero, step by step and at last you really gain a lot. I prefer not to do the things which I'm familiar with. On the contrary, I choose to do the things that I've never tried before. No matter how difficult it is, tell yourself just grin and bear it because it's really worth it.